Saturday, August 11, 2012

I have lost a two month old horse!


I have officially lost 100 pounds!  103 to be exact!  The equivalent of a two month old horse.  Last August, when I got weighed at Dr. Pitt's office, I weighed in at 289.  This morning I weighed in at 186.  Curiosity got the better of me and I had to step on the scale.  It's been a month since I was last weighed.  I lost 9 pounds this past month.  That's just over 2 pounds a week, and I'll take it!  I did weigh in the 180's over 12 years ago, but it was only for a very short time and I think my all time lowest weight was 185 if I remember correctly.

I went to visit one of my best and oldest girlfriends Elin last night.  We met in college when I was 18, and I've been friends with her and her hubby (they met at the same time we did) ever since.  I'm God-mother to her oldest daughter and she was looking through baby pictures of Sydney because it was her 17th birthday two days ago.  Elin came across a couple of before pictures of me.  I look very young, and very huge.  A family of four could have used that dress to picnic on.  I'm probably my biggest ever here.  Likely close to or just over 300 pounds.
Taken at Sydney's baptism.
I don't remember ever being that big,
but clearly I was!
Much thanks to Elin for sharing these with me and reminding me how far I have come.  I'm trying to talk her hubby Scott into getting a partner and running the 2 person relay in the Around the Bay 30k.  We could run the second half together!  And I'd have someone to do hill training with!  And just so you all know...smack talk is officially over.  Beverly and I are registered for the 2 person relay in the Around the Bay.  Our team name has been registered as Runapalooza, and we're getting t-shirts made!  I'm both excited and scared.  I love having this goal to work towards and look forward to sharing this experience with Beverly.

I forgot to mention my huge NSV (non-scale victory) from this past Tuesday.  I went to Wild Waterworks, a water park in Hamilton, and walked around for 4 hours, going on slides, lazy rivers, wave pools etc. in a bathing suit and without a cover-up.  My body is less than perfect, but it was liberating to not care because I lost 100 pounds!  I was not the biggest person there and I didn't just sit and watch the fun from the sidelines.  I got to have fun with my boy and that is worth so much more than any junk food I could eat.

Last year we went to Williamsburg, Virginia and I had to watch while Jules and my hubby went on all the rides at Busch Gardens and played in Water Country USA.  Julien wanted me to do things with him and I couldn't because I was too big.  I will never again do that to him.  He is a precious, beautiful boy who deserves to have a mother who can and will enjoy his childhood.  And I deserve it too!  When he saw the picture of me in the red dress, he looked disturbed and asked how I got from being so fat to looking like I do now.  It's hard to explain weight-loss and exercise to a four year old.  That is why I have to lead by example.  We do lots of active things as a family and model good eating habits.  His health and happiness, along with my own is one of my main priorities now and always.

August marks the anniversary of my mother's death, as well as her birthday.  She was born August 3rd and died August 7th. She would have been 81 this past birthday and she's been dead nine years now.  I can't believe that she has been gone for so long.  I miss her everyday and I just know she's smiling down at me.  I still hear her voice in my head, especially when I'm struggling and think I want to eat something I shouldn't.  "Is it really worth it Leigh Anna?"  No it's not mom, thanks for the reminder:)
Elin and I.  I had the giggles.
Camera malfunction.
The money shot!

                

25 comments:

  1. Wow Leigh, that IS a huge transformation, when you say over 100 pounds! There probably are not enough adjectives in the English language to adequately describe how good you feel. All I can add is congratulations on a job well done.

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  2. I am so proud of you. You were beautiful at 300 I must say and even more beautiful now. Congratulations doesn't seem to say enough but wow what an accomplishment.

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  3. I am NOT a crier by any means. I had a hard time keeping my eyes dry on this post! Not only have you changed your life overwhelmingly, but for such a awesome reason; as your son. Congratulations. You are a true inspiration.

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  4. This is the best thing I've read all day! Congrats on the weight loss, and the awesome perspective.

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  5. That sounds fantastic (your NSV)!! Also, congratulations on losing a baby horse ;) You look great

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  6. You are amazing! And thank you SO MUCH for the encouragement.

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  7. Congrats. !!! You look great and I'm glad that you use your Mom's memory to help you though the day. Powerful and awesome. :)

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  8. Congrats thats amazing on how much weight u lost, you give me so much encouragement on your weight loss journey. I just have to try and stay more focus and try it for my self. Every time I read your blog and you write that you ran so much I ALWAYS SAY YOU CAN DO IT !!! But I haven't found the day to say today is the day. But your amazing congrats ....

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  9. Congratulations!! That is so amazing! Good job on your weight loss.

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  10. That is so INCREDIBLE!!! You are awesome!!! What an inspiration you are!!! I cannot wait to be able to post my 100 lbs. lost post on my blog! : )

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  11. Congrats on the loss, and also congrats on not weighing yourself for a month. I'm a bit of a scale junkie so I could never do that. My mother died about 10 years ago, I still remember her voice and how she had a thing for cooking (when she died there must have been over 100 ingredients in the kitchen, some I consumed when I visited the family house (glazed cherries were my favourite). I do have a tinge of sadness when I think about what life would be like if she were still around. I guess you feel the same way.

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  12. Leigh - you are such an inspiration! Well done on your loss and keep up the fantastic good work!!

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  13. Wow! That's insane! You've lost a two month old horse! And I ride so I know how big horses are. 100lbs is amazing. You've done so well. Congrats. You should be so proud.

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  14. You have done great! quite the accomplishment!

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  15. Wow congrats!! Thats amazing! Im a new reader and your blog is really inspiring. I was trying to look back at other posts to see if you mention your height. I could not find it so will ask... How tall are you? Thanks for a great blog! So glad i found it. Keep up the great work 

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    1. Hey Lena, I thought about this just the other day. I don't think I did post my height. I'm 5'7". Thanks for the reminder, I'll definitely mention it in my next post:)

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  16. Just an absolutely amazing transformation!! Personally, I think you look younger NOW. :)

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  17. Congratulations!! You are an inspiration!

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  18. what a great transformation! you are so inspiring!

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  19. Congratulations!! So amazing - you look great!

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  20. Congratulations! What an amazing change!!!

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  21. Congratulations!! You should be so proud! Keep up the great work :)

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