Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Acquiesce

Well, crisis no longer averted.  Crisis is head on!  I hate it when you have a constant sick feeling in your stomach.  That is how I feel right now.  Everything will work out in the end I'm sure, but not before a lot of fighting and turmoil.  It really and truly sucks when you can't eat or sleep properly...and you have to worry about someone you love being taken total advantage of.  Basically, I have had to agree to something I don't support at all just to keep the peace.  And someone is being VERY selfish and only thinking of himself.

On a much nicer note, I started getting off my butt and doing some actual exercise.  Thanks to Enz, I began to get out on the weekends which adds to my daily exercise of always taking the stairs.  Just to be clear, I take the stairs in every situation.  So even when I'm not in the office and say in a parking garage, I take the stairs.  Even if I have to visit a government building with a client and go to the 7th floor, I take the stairs.  Nine times out of ten my client doesn't join me, but that's okay.

I made a delicious pork tenderloin over the weekend with garlic roasted cauliflower and breaded and fried eggplant.  I'll post pictures and instruction in my next post.  Just wanted to let you all know that I am alive and well.  My heart just hurts.  My weigh-in is on Friday.  My second last one!  We'll see what the scale says. I have not eaten well at all (meaning very little) over the past week.  This isn't necessarily good because historically, the less I eat, the less I lose.  Things are not good when your metabolism slows down which is what happens when you don't eat enough.  Hope everyone is having a good week.  I have been reading blogs, just not commenting as much.  Sorry about that.  I really like to reciprocate the support.  I'll check in again after my weigh-in.

10 comments:

  1. Try to take care of yourself. Women seem to be the ones who go along to get along because they care more about the home staying peaceful. Been there, done that, got the T-shirt.

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  2. I'm so sorry you're going through such a rough spot right now. I understand the need to keep the peace but you need to take care of you too. ((HUGS))

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  3. It's going to get better! I am sending positive vibes your way!!! On another note, great job on taking the stairs. Just remember to take the stairs up and the elevator down. Coming down stairs is really bad on your knees.

    Have a super week!

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  4. I'm worried about your predicament Leigh, I hope it all works out for the better. Sending you good thoughts!!

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  5. I hope things work out quickly and you are okay.

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  6. I'm sorry! It sounded like the problem was resolved and everything was going to work out well for your loved one.

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  7. In the midst of a crisis is when we find the strength to make it to the next round. The funny thing is you won't even know you found that inner strength until you look back. Just know you have a huge online community rooting for your success. Loves.

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  8. I know exactly how you feel right now. Just try to keep focused and take care of yourself. I ended up waking up 3 times last night and that never happens but due to the stress from yesterday it did.

    You are strong girlie! We will get you through this xoxo

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